MomSplosion!

When calling the pharmacy tonight to have the poor pharmacist go over how to administer Nexium to my infant "just one more time"... pharmacist lady laughed at me and said the most true words ever. She said, "Take some of the pressure off. What you're doing is fine, you and the baby will be OK."  Drop the mike!  Drop my large alligator tears as waves of guilt rolled off me!  I blame the reflux/weak stomach on my husband anyway! :-)  

What?!  Maternity leave, man. You use all that vacation time you've been saving up for nine years to watch a babe grow while you attempt to water/feed/keep it alive... ish.